Anxiety and some old man ramblings…
Every day since no longer being employed I’ve been so filled with anxiety about my future…I just want a break from it, one that lasts longer than a couple hours. The roommate bullshit doesn’t help, but she’s going to mostly moved out by this weekend. I’ve also had a lack of motivation to actually go out and apply to jobs. I mean I’ve done a little bit, but I could do more.
Thanks to one of my former co-workers, I have a breakfast meeting tomorrow morning with someone who might have some connections that will hopefully lead to a job. I’m so nervous though. I sent her an updated version of my resume, but I don’t have a printed copy that is updated, but hopefully that won’t matter. More nerve wracking is the fact that I have no money, so I can’t get anything tomorrow and I hope she doesn’t comment. I just hope the meeting goes well.
There is a bright side though…I was getting my outfit ready for tomorrow and I wanted to wear, but this last November it was really tight. I tried it on anyways because I’ve lost some weight and it fit. Definitely a good sign, sometimes its hard to tell if I’ve made any progress.